Sunday, September 27, 2009

whenorwhere we wandered

to add to my paranoia about being completely bipolar...
i am in a completely different place emotionally at the end of the weekend, compared to where i was at the beginning.

the past 3 days have felt years long.

of course, being 23, i figure i should have more stability in my life. i should just forget this notion and roll with it. friday involved beautiful scenery and one of my best friends and his guitar. there are moments i call "charm bracelet moments" that i emblazon into my head that are somehow transcendent of space and time. friday was one. it was sad, painful, pretty, isolating yet beautiful and everything i expect because i live in a wes anderson movie. the rest of the weekend was dedicated mostly to music with the band. or drinking alone. mostly music though.

sometimes, i get overwhelmed with this whole band thing. i love my bandmates. i love our music. i love how everything just flows together. we're in the process of recording our EP in the most "do it yourself" fashion. macbook, mics macguyvered to mic stands, and praying the phone doesn't ring during a take. it's been easier than i was expecting and the finished results are better than i could have imagined.

i can't wait to play shows, promote our stuff and just enjoy what we've created together.

vancouver trip is coming up. i think.
i wish that i could be closer. i just want to give him the biggest hug in the history of mankind.

life is constantly bittersweet. nothing more nothing less.

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