standing on my tippy toes

feelings.
nothing more than feelings.

i don't want to sound cliche or full of drivel spoken by the millions of people with palpitations inside of their ribs when faced with the voice of someone they care about but god damn does it get hard to sleep. it's been forever since i felt this way.

it's terrifying, i'll have you know.

on the other hand, i've been bored. but not bored enough to find a job. this will bite me so hard in the ass later, but i quite enjoy watching television shows i had no time to catch up on over the past x months. next is heroes, then the office. in the meantime, i downloaded season 1 of paranormal state. but that's not a "before bedtime" show. so back to grey's.

i think i'm getting sick, my body is all out of sorts.