you've got to give a little love to get a little love

i'm going to attempt a counter attack that involves not attacking at all.
you can attract more bears with honey than with fire ants but bears are godless killing machines so is it really worth it in the end? at least honey is good for the skin, maybe i can get a little glow going.

bears don't even like fire ants.

i fell in love with an idea last night. it involves space, time and distance from everything. i'm considering the horizontal translation idea again. everything will be up in the air until the government of canada decides if i'm worth investing a few grand for educational and maybe travel purposes. i've pretty much decided that since i'm going to die one day and this is the only shot i've got at a life, and i don't feel like i've actually lived anything so far, i'm going to do things that will make me happy regardless of trivial things like money or responsibility. i'm not attempting to be outlandish and irresponsible, i'm not immortal or overly intelligent, but i'm going to owe people money for the rest of my life. i might as well have a god damn story to tell about it.

i need a passport and a vial of courage.