sealion

here's a secret i don't want to keep anymore:

every once in a while, i check craigslist -> missed connections, secretly wishing someone thought i was important enough to find. that i was someone a random stranger wanted to talk to.

i haven't been yet. but every once in a while i keep checking.

i have a headache. i feel stupid. i am tired but can't sleep. i am worried. i am apprehensive. i want to sleep for a week. i miss my xbox. i want a summer job. i don't want to go to ASL in the morning. i love blood oranges. my room is a mess. my head feels like a mess. i'm doing ok. i miss you.

i'm not supposed to miss you. i know where you bought that sweater. i saw it today, i touched it and felt sad for a second. i miss you.