Wednesday, February 20, 2008

I feel (emotional landscapes?)

Lately, I've had such a rush of feelings running through my veins. While it ranges from happy, sad, lonely, ecstatic and right back down to depressed, it's just kind of nice to be a rollercoaster personified.

I don't remember the last time I took my meds. Maybe that's why.

Either way, maybe what I need is to just be myself. The good and the bad parts. I don't like the parts that aren't me. The chemicals, the sedatives, the unhappiness in their unnatural forms.

Remind me that I'm an idiot when I start remembering why this was a good bad idea from the get go.

I miss your arms the most.

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