put a smile, put a smile on my face

i had a dream about _______ last night. he was driving a ______ to ______ and for some reason i was in there with him talking about silly things. the catch was, the longer we drove, the further i was getting from where i was supposed to be. i watched the trees whiz by, hiding the mountains. it was snowy and the landscape was typical brownblack and white. aspens, fir, pine, deciduous.

we laughed and talked about how fun it was to be ____________ together and reminisced about ______. i felt concerned because i was so far from home and happy because i was alone with him. eventually i decided i had to get out of the ______ and figured i'd have to walk back to the nearest town and find a way back to the city. it would have been a long walk.

as i said good-bye and wished him a pleasant rest of the drive to _______. before i left, i turned around... looked at him and kissed him. and to my surprise, he kissed back. hard. we kissed each other, looked at each other and laughed. "i'm going to enjoy my trip to ________... then when i come back, we will discuss this" he said, with a mischevious smile. i replied "we can discuss it all you like, but i'm glad i did that"

"i'm glad you did too" he said before i left.

the rest of the dream was different. i got a ride back from a classmate who randomly drove by me... then caught a bus home. but i thought about him the whole time.

then i awoke and thought about you again.
i shouldn't be doing this. even if it's subconcious.