i hope that you like it in your little motel

i don't know whether it's just been situational or something a little more ridiculous,
but i've been feeling pretty singular and uncomplicated and uneasy lately.
i've been around friends, family, co workers, yet i feel like i'm the only person on the planet.

make it stop.

i'm scared of growing up. growing apart. growing unhealthy.
there's this hollow feeling of dread in the v of my ribs every time i take a breath.

i've been pretty pissy with people a lot too. i didn't think i could glare like this.